Work Slave Mode:  ON

The words came up to my mind as i became part of the Productions Team of THX cinema. Its a different field of work for me, although there is still a designing team, that is in charge of brochures, flyers and posters, we will be having also our own marketing team that is assigned with the money, accounting stuff, and also the contacts in the real world. The place ill be working in is more of that in the outside world, unlike other interns who will be stucked and working in their own chairs and offices, most of us will be working outside. It is a new challenge for me, a whole new experience, and ill be working with some of my classmates also as interns..

Our fist task is a minor renovation and to market Club Halo. FROM SCRATCH XD.. And the good thing is.. the owner doesnt want to shred a cent for it. Like wtf so how can we get equipments?! We talked about it and our great leader Ate Anne, said that we must look for sponsors, and hopefully someone would happily help us LOL. Today its more of brainstorming and looking for new ideas of what and how can we change the colours and style of the club. Tomorrow we will be visiting the club for a real view of what should be done to make it better..

Guess ill be having less time playing again lolz. Just when im already lvl 43 in RF Online, i want to be lvl 45 as soon as i get my equipments ready.. Just when i saw a new game called Space Cowboy.. Just when things are just starting, you just cant stop destiny coz it will make a way for you to have more important crap to come up..

I wish the 24 hours a day should be more like 100 hours a day.

It's been like AGES since i post a thread here with my old friend blogdrive. I've been busy with things. Too busy everytime i came home, i just go straight to my bed and sleep. It's because of RF Online, our Thesis Project "Batalya sa Lupa", lmfao our project is a movie that includes visual effects such as CG animation, the usual puro kagaguhan pero pinaghirapan. It was an action, comedy and suspense movie that will surely put down LOTR and will help save the Philippine Movie Industry LOL XD. Shinoot namin yung movie sa UP grounds, our dignity as a man and human was on the line because of our insane constumes especially with my co-artists Aldrin Co and Christian Cube, kay cube ok pa pero kay aldrin hehehehe!! XD, pero ok lang, our defense was good, hindi nga namin na defend e kasi hindi na kami tinanong ng panelists.. well..... nyahahhahahahaha!!!! Sabi pa samin ng prof "Pause niyo nga diyan, pwede ba ako magmura? Putang Ina yan o?!" Hehe we were shocked by their reactions thought well be having a hard good time answering questions. It was all thanks to our master editor Peter Binamira. Thanks Petar!!... 

Just as i said i was busy also with RF Online, i am now a level 41 (still weak) gunner, and planning to be @ level 45 next month...

I WAS happy because at LONG FUCKING last. I passed my traumatic subject STATPRO. Naka strike 2 ako sa subject na to kaya masaya ako wala na siya sa WAKAS mwahahhaa!!! I was really suppsed to fail the subject AGAIN, pero i guess it was thanks to holy week, it gave time to my professor to reflect how pitiful it will be if i will fail again that wretched subject LOLZ. Pero thanks alot talaga sa inyo Sir Jun, i really tried my best with that subject, kaya lang mahina talaga ako sa subject na yan. A MILLION THANKS to you!!! *sniff

Also, i will be busy with my 8 months internship (well sana may tumanggap sa isang tulad kong young, fresh, loyal and kind LOLZ XD), kokontakin ko palang yun WideOut Inc. today, i didn't even received an e-mail from them, nalaman ko lang kay Pachi na kasama ako, sinabi kasi sa kanya mga taga iAc na kasali sa interview. Wish me luck guys!!

Saya ko ngayon!! Nawala na problema ko sa hinayupak na statpro na yan! Tapos nasira pa computer ko last last week!! Hay puro problema talaga ako ngayon term.. 

Internship na lang saka pagiging level 45 ko sa RF ang poproblemahin ko ngayon wakokoooko ^__^.

God bless!!

Me and my friends decided to watch the movie Pink Panther. Akala ko nung una corny pero amf tawa kami ng tawa sa sinehan hehehehe!! This movie gave me a thousand laughs almost vomited laughing LMFAO XD. Steve Martin's accent rox lol. "The weather looks fine today.." LOL I can't say anything more about the movie, you just need to watch it to find out. =]

This movie helped me forget all the worries haha!! ^^

Next target movie will be "Fearless" by Jet Li. ^____^

Remember my post about my stupid father.. yes i call him like that. About why i hate him, hate him in a way i treat him like a stranger, stranger who comes to the house that will eat and then sleep, then leave in the morning, then will come back again at the evening and so on.. Hate him because of all the problems that we are facing financially since his retirement fee, of course it's a big one, coz he's working in a bank.. well he invested all at the stocks.. i mean "ALL".. all of it, walang natira kahit isang sentimo, he invested in the stupid fucking stocks of plastic containers. He didn't even planned investing my college tuition fees. I understand he was a father to me, i was spoiled by him when i was young, i play at the arcades like there is no tomorrow, watch movies with my mom.. it was fun.. but that was then, way back then.. It's happy to reminisce, i can just cry remembering it, you have the money to spend that is. You can say i am such a baby whining and that i am just too fucking emotional with it. But being in a family like this one is very..hard..too much anxiety eats your mind and heart. Being the only child, and the eldest of all the cousins you have, and the eldest to be the first in college, who will finish college.. like yeah finishing college is already one of my problems.. With all the CAP and shit in school. You just need to show the family members that you can and you must be good at school. Your mom tells you that "Galingan mo pag-aaral mo." "Para makalipat tayo ng bahay." "Para makaalis na tayo dito" Hell yeah i want to go out because this house is just full of bad memories, and our house is just too small.. and old.. like we are the poorest here in Ayala Alabang haha.. Thus it made me furious..

Bad memories.. from my father, you see.. i just can't stand to see my mother cry, especially with what my father did to his suppose to be the "puhunan" man lang para sa pamilya niya. Which didn't even cross in his stupid mind.. selfish mind that is.. My mother cried and hatred came because he asked my father where was the retirement fee. My father gave my mom 200k.00 pesos and said that's it.. and the other was used to pay his debts in the company. Which is fucking retarded for the other millions was just gone!? And then sooner the family found out and was confessed by my father that he invested all of it in the stocks.. So the hatred stayed, even i, i was like fourth year high school, and i understand clearly what is happening.. Thus it made me furious.. I never talked to my father starting that day..

We tried to forget it (my mom). But then my father starts to brag that "at least" he had bought the house and we are still living "in his house." That made my mother furious , even i.. He starts ordering my mom to do the laundries for his clothes. Because my mother stopped because of all that my father is doing and talking bullshit inside "his" house. My father also told my mother that if she can't do the laundry, there is always the Washing machine, well, my mother stopped using it if the used clothes are not that many, just to save money (now see our status financially) I heard my mom cry while talking to my aunt (her youngest sister) ang sabi.. "Parang ako pa ang may kasalanan.. Siya na nga tong walang trabaho, siya pa ang kapal, sinabihan po ko, "E may washing machine naman e!" Nagtitipid nga kasi wala naman naitutulong.". Then we noticed he is loosing weight..

I don't know maybe God, gave my father a mild stroke and diabetes. He was confined.. My father stop believing in God and just lived in his own for almost 3 or 4 years up to present. His family members, decided to get my stupid father, and put him into vacation in their place in "tagaytay". It was 2 or 3 months, without my father in "his" house, i felt it was just serinity that i felt, no more fights at night and early mornings. Nawalan ng salot sa bahay..

Then one time i had a time with my father alone, the two of us, in "his" house. When he came back..  I told him that i hated him, i cursed him, that i forbid myself to act like his son, that he will never be my father, how can he do this, especially to my mom. You know what he said? silently he told me this words.. "E pera ko naman yun.. Kaya ako ang gagastos nun" Sabi ko, P|_|tang ina mo, napakamakasarili mo, hindi mo man lang kami inisip!! I told myself that i will never have a conversation with him forever.

We always have this fights, when he do something that i dont like, and when he order me to do this things, especially when he ask me to turn off the computer.. i told him.. you dont have the fucking right to order me.. i don't know you.. i don't want to hear your fucking voice ordering me, your voice just annoys me.. Then he asks me.. silently.. like a child "Bakit ba galit na galit ka sakin.. Tangalin mo na yan.." ..Sabi ko, "Gago ka pala sinong niloloko mo, alam mo naman siguro kung bakit ako ganito, wala ka nang ginawa samin kundi magpabigat ng buhay namin!! Napipilitan pa tuloy ng nanay ko mag apply abroad para sa pera.." I cried, because i love my mother and i dont want to see her cry. I told him. "Kahit simpleng bagay hindi mo magawa! Hindi ka marunong magwalis, di ka marunong magputol ng halaman, di ka marunong maglaba, hindi ka marunong magluto!! Napakawalang kwenta mo!!"

The worst fight i ever had was i punched the wooden door of his room. I never felt that feeling before, i never thought punching something hard when your angry just feels so good i striked it thrice. Well yeah.. i cant move my right hand and fingers after that night, i even tried to hide it at school and to my mom... After that, he never pestered me, he was quiet and does not interfere anymore with my daily doings.. It was silent.. I was calm..

Then just yesterday, my father puked in his room, my mother angry, told him that our c.r. is just near and he could've ran to it. Then this morning he again fucking puked in our dining table, pati ulam ko nadamay... i just woke up, but stayed at my bed, i heard  my mother angry, "Diyos ko (*name), andyan lang ang cr di ka pa makapunta, ang aga ko gumising malalate na ko, para lang makapagluto ng ulam ni jan! Diyos ko pabigat ka talaga" I felt the same way, I felt bad because i saw my mom cried again and trying to help my dad remove his puke on the table and the floor.. My mother called her ward at PGH and said she'll be late for an hour.. My mother told my father, that he should try to have a vacation again at their house at tagaytay, para man lang hindi kami mahihirapan sa bahay.. My father said ok..

My mother left for work, and i waited for my father to leave.. I asked him, "Diba aails ka? Umalis ka na, mauna ka na bago sakin." (since papasok ako) He just sat and stand, vice versa like he's from the mental hospital, then hell go and drink water, and sit again. He did this for almost 20 minutes while i was asking him to leave.. I called my mother at sabi ko na parang nawawala na sa sarili, sabi sakin, kung kumain na ba raw, sabi ko oo, since kumain ng oatmeal.. Sabi sakin, sige mauna na raw ako.. I said ok.. so i went to the c.r. to have my bath, after the bath, i saw our door closed, and my father left..

I went to school to do my SA work, and didnt have any class because of the event in school about valentines day.. I went straight at greenbelt and went home at 10:00pm, i wonder the light of the tv inside is not open, since i'm used to it because my mom is supposed to be watching the television. The door was locked, opened it, and saw a letter on the table, stating "jan, di ako makakauwi naconfine daddy mo sa ospital ng muntinlupa, baka di ako makauwi ngayong gabi.." If you ask what i am feeling right now, i just don't know.. maybe im afraid and sad, even though i hate my father, he is still my father.. Plus he's all to blame since he is diagnosed with diabetes, he does not believe in medicine and only take medicinal herbs.. Diabetes without medication will cause the patient to loose weight, loose strength, kidney failures and organ failures..  My father was fat, he is now like a stick. His brothers and sisters sometimes joke that my father looks like the husband of my lola (his mother) kapag magkatabi. Heh i hate my father. I really do. I love my mother. Not like my father. You may say that i am a useless son of his and should die. I will accept your "compliments" but you dont have the right to judge me, since, you never had been, into this family...

Forgiveness is still there. But i will never forget what he did that made my mother's hatred.. that marked everything from where it started..

This article is on our recent Village Paper AAVA News and i find it interesting and eerie ^____^.

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FACTS ABOUT 9/11

1. New York City has 11 letters.
2. Afghanistan has 11 letters.
3. Rasmin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.
4. George W Bush has 11 letters.

This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:

1. New York is the 11th state.
2. The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11.
3. Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9+2 = 11
4. Flight 77 which was also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11
5. The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9+1+1 = 11
6. The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9+1+1 = 11

Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:

1. The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2+5+4 = 11.
2. September 11 is the day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2+5+4 = 11.
3. The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3+1+1+2+4 = 11.
4. The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers incident.

Now this is were things get totally eerie:

The most recognized symbol for the US, after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Quran/Koran, the Islamic holy book, "For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and there was peace." That verse is number 9.11 of the Quran.

Still unconvinced about all of this..?! Try this and see how you feel afterwards, it made my hair stand on end:

Open Microsoft Word and do the following:

1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.
2. Highlight the Q33 NY.
3. Change the font size to 48.
4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS.

What do you think now?!! (",)

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For me the article was really wierd shit. We all know the Q33 NY was old news, but the other facts made me think and reflect like a full pledged monk. That all things in this world is planned, what if the free will that we are privileged was also planned, that it is planned that you will choose this path or this and that.

Hmmm.. =]

 

Hey what's up guys!! Sorry i was not able to update my stupid blog because yours truly was so busy at school. It all started with our projects especially the FLASH project of ours. Because of the problems in our professors teaching skills lol. He's no teacher that's why we are having a hard time coping. Plus the problems in our computer facilities thats why one of my classmate e-mailed our school yahoogroups entitled "NAKAMPOTA IACADEMY!!!" I would post the emailed message here later ^___^..

After that, me and my other classmates planned to stay overnight on our school laboratory to finish our projects in Flash and Maya, one time i didn't sleep up until morning and going home to take a bath and sleep at the bus, and then going straight to school lol XD... Ang saya twice kami nag overnight. Ipopost ko din dito next week yung kinain namin ni Cube, La Paz Batchoy na nilagyan ng Chicaron, gagi tol parang cereals pag nakita niyo hehehe!!

(Then one time nakatulog kami.. Kuha ni Pachi yan hehehe!! XD)

Ahhh wonders of being a student. You see.. you may say that having a hard time is expected.. but having a hard time, plus "hard time with the professor and with the school's facilities"  just adds the pain in the arse that we are getting... But anyway i passed the subject having the grade of 2. Thaks to Cube kasi siya ang nagturo sakin mainly ng FLASH LOL. Henyo talaga lalo na sa babae wakokoko!!

Here's my rundown grade of my subject.

1. DaProj1 = 1.75
2. GamPro2 = 2.25
3. Philoso = 1.75
4. PhyMech = 2.75
5. Flash = 2
6. TechWrite = 1.75

Not so impressive because i know mabait lang ang prof ko sa Physics kaya pasado ako hehehe Thanks Sir Da!!!!! Happy new Year hehehe.

 

And guys, ever heard about the problems in CAP, im sure you heard it well coz CAP is not giving the supposedly money in our school. Plus with the other issue, our school presented us their offer when we were in our First Year that whatever Necu A, B, C or D we are.. is that they will shoulder the remaining fee. Ibig sabihin sila na ang sasagot, or libre na para samin, kaya wala na kaming babayaran. Pero ngayon term, nagulat na lang kami, bigla na lang ang sabi, "Hindi na raw sila magshoshoulder ng CAP scholars." I was sad and angry nung narinig ko yun. Kasi since we are having a hard time financially, and the fact my father is a useless hog as a jackass and my Mother is the only one killing herself so i can eat thrice a day and go to school. Kulang na lang iuntog ng nanay ko ang ulo niya sa pader para lang mabigyan uli ako ng ibang scholarship, thaks to iFAP, ibang pressure nanaman kasi may maintenance yung grade nila, like hindi lalampas dapat ng 2.5 ata ang overall grade, (from what i heard) LOL masyadong mahirap para sakin, sabi ko nga kay Sheena, baka ngayong term lang ako maging scholar hehehehe.

But anyway i will try my best. "TRY MY BEST" =|

Ang rant ko pa sana nagpa-meeting man lang ang school para sa mga CAP scholars.. e HINDI E!! Ano ba naman klase yan.

Ewan ko ba! I miss my friends and i want to see them, lahat sila lalo na yung mga naka CAP.

Akala ko pa naman maganda pasok ng taon ngayon.. Baka maging PMA ako.

 

Pahinga Muna Anak.

 

I was playing RF Online, when Migs IM'ed me stating "Hinay hinay lang sa pagtawa at baka mahimatay ka." with the website http://www.4q.cc/vin/. I was curious so i checked the site and ended laughing myself almost puked XD in front of the monitor. It was a Fact database for some of our lovely artists LOL!!

                             Let me post the TOP THIRTY FACTS FOR VIN DIESEL.


1.   When Vin Diesel drinks pee, his asparagus smells funny.

Harry Potter is one heck of a movie as i expected especially i am very looking forward to see Hermione geezz christ!!~~ isnt she preeetyy X). Especially in her dress like in this picture, lol i just hot linked it from yahoo movies. The movie was great as it unfolds another story and as Harry being at his Fourth Year in Hogwarts faces another challenge like being in the Triwizard and battling it out with the handsome Lord Voldemort (he looks like a Protoss Zealot after his transformation XD). Also another girl named Cho Chang my my another beautiful chiq lol. I think she is Japanese or Chinese but one thing for sure is, Harry forgot that he is hungry when he was planning to buy food from the seller on the train right after she saw Cho Chang. He was like about to buy food, when Cho Chang arrived and Harry said to the Food seller at the train " Oh..no..i'm fine.." lol nabusog ba nung nakita si Cho Chang? XD




And of course who can't forget the girls of the Beauxbatons Academy (*nodding my head).. They are mesmerizing as they were introduced and walked into the halls of Hogwarts. Especially when as they hum the word "Huuuuuuuuhhhhh..." as blue butterflies flew away from them.. Miss Fleur Delacour is the prettiest (i think, if my memory serves right) of the girls, well all of them are god damn gorgeous but for me Fleur stood out maybe because she is one of the main character in the movie. And c'mon~~ she's pretty, i had the same reaction as Ron lol XD. The exhibition of the Durmstrang Insitute was kewl lol i wished i was one of them with the charms and brawns of Krum so i can have a date with Miss Hermione Granger.. lol me and my stupid dreams X). Madame Maxine was umm yeah, it was funny to know she and Dumbledore were lovers from the past, it was funny and somewhat disgusting when Madame Maxine ate the lich or whatever is that insect living or

infesting on the beard of Dumbledore.

Damn movie, the humming of "Huuuuhhhhhhhh..." is still haunting on my mind XD.

It's been a while.. because i've been very.. very busy with school..lol and of course with some extra-curricular activities XD. Maybe it's time to lessen some of that to save money.. yes save money for the good of the future lol.. hopefully i can save some bucks. I also wanna watch lots movies like the 40-year old virgin =) i heard the movie was funny according to my british mate wawoo lol. Mark also told me it's funnier than European Jigolo, lolz tama ba spelling ko? Boring ngayon as usual, i'm currently playing Diablo II, yup i haven't played Diablo 1 and 2 and ngayon lang ako naglalaro. I'm having fun with my necro, he's a summoner but i'm planning to create also a Barbarian and a Battle Necro... About school i'm having fun with my flash subject hehehe with our fashionista teacher rotflmao~~ XD. I'm still waiting for RF Online because i've been missing all those online games, left watching my friends playing their level 99 characters.

I wonder what will happen tomorrow. I mean the future.. It's good to wonder sometimes XD, and not just shit as always we used too... ok.. i used too lol.

Gumawa ako ng tula para sa babaeng nakita ko sa bus, lumabas ang aking pagka Neruda nang makita ko siya. Sana ay magustuhan niyo ito. Kakagawa ko lang hehe. =)

Ang babae sa bus

Ako ay na-inlab sa babae sa bus
Wala akong nagawa kundi lumingon
Nang makailang beses ngayon
Sa gawing kaliwa ng aking kinalalagyan

Habbang pababa ay sinabayan ko siya
Sa aming pagtayo ay nasa harap ko na siya
Ngunit hanggang titig na lang nga ako
Swerte ko dahil malapit lamang siya

Paglapag ng aking paa sa kalye sa aking pagbaba
Tiningnan ko siya sa aking harapan aba
Ako ay nalugmok dahil siya ay sa kaliwa pumaroon
Ako naman ay sa madilim na kanan paroon

Tumawid ako papuntang terminal ng jeep
At hindi ko maalis sa aking isipan
Ang napakagandang dilag na mukhang diyosa
Ang babae sa bus o kay ganda

Nagbayad  ako ng sampung piso sa tsuper
Sabi ko ay etudyante at inabotan ako ng apat na piso
Paglagay ko ng sukli sa aking pitaka na walang laman
Ako ay nagulat sa aking nakita

Paglingon ko sa kanan ay sumakay ang babae
Hindi ko masabi ang aking naramdaman
Naghalong tuwa at kirot dahil nasilayan ko ulit
Ang kagandahang kaakit-akit

Tiningnan ko siya pero hindi niya ako napapansin
Para bang anghel na pauwi sa kanyang langit
O Dios ko ang cute niya sobra
Amfness talaga!!!

Bumababa ako ng jeep ng sobrang lungkot
Tumawid ng ilang hakbang sabay lingon palayo
Sa jeep na kanyang kinalalagyan na malayo na ang dinaanan
At hindi ko na maaninag ang anghel na aking nasilayan

Sumakay ako ng trycicle pauwi ng tahanan
At naaninag ko sa aking isipan
Ang babae sa bus
Na ang alam ko lamang

Na siya ay taga Casimiro